Friday, 14 September 2007
Do we have a destiny?
Some people would say that as humans we're pretty insignificate. Well, there are 7billion of us roughly and not everyone can be a huge hero and save the world from the bad guys like in the most famous of TV shows, movies and books. But no one ever thinks that it could happen to them. It's not common, obviously, but the strangest and most excilarating things can happen to you. Honestly it can. And if not, well, everyone has a purpose (I have decided today), even if it's to make someone else happy, or to inspire someone else to do great things, or even something small; it all seems to fit... well, that's what I think. We all make an impact.
Thursday, 6 September 2007
Woo!
So... Year 10.
So far so good!!
Been hyper for about 2 days straight (well, apart from when I've been asleep, or in thr process of waking up).
And, I have nothing to write.... Wtf? I did like, half an hour ago. The usual deep thoughts thing, seems to have left me. Only temporarly mind. :)
So far so good!!
Been hyper for about 2 days straight (well, apart from when I've been asleep, or in thr process of waking up).
And, I have nothing to write.... Wtf? I did like, half an hour ago. The usual deep thoughts thing, seems to have left me. Only temporarly mind. :)
Sunday, 5 August 2007
If we had a working crystal ball....
My mum read this book (which I unfortunatly couldn't read seeing as I can't read Polish much) it was more of a philosophical book about life...and people and such. It surpised me how much of the stuff that this guy (Krzysztof Varga) wrote that was things that I think about.... But I doubt I'd be a philophsor, seeing as I'm shit at explaining things.
So anyway, lots of the things is was trying to portray was in a way depicted as metaphors using his past memories or expirences. (Accoding to my mum they were hilarious.) But at the end you discover that actually he was from 2100 and he was a guy about to kill himself. Turns out that in 100 years the world ended up poor. Everyone was. And everything was scarce; like food, clean water, clothing. But of course it wasn't impossible to get things that were over rations an that, there was the 'Black market' and such. The summers were (will be/are...I dunno I'm talking about the future that might not happen, while sort of quoting what I was told about the book...Oh well, pardon my grammar then) around 40 degrees C. And everything was lost or corupt.... Isn't that already starting?
People these days (not everyone of course) are more worried about celebrity or fashion than they are about...Hang on.
I've just realised.
It has ALWAYS been like that.
For centuries.
Well, it was more dependant on social class and how weathly you were, but it's the same. People were always trying to be fashionable. Now when I say that, I do not mean wearing nice clothes, I mean trying to impress others and look good or better than others. Or, in June Austen's time, trying to find a good match.
So if anything, nothing has really changed. And, I doubt that it will, 'cause I'm a bit like that too, I'm not a hypocite, I just think too much, I do try to not be too gutenous (spelt wrong probably) and stuff, but I'm like millions of others my age whom are sucked in to commercialism etc.
So anyway... yeah...Nothing really left to write.
So anyway, lots of the things is was trying to portray was in a way depicted as metaphors using his past memories or expirences. (Accoding to my mum they were hilarious.) But at the end you discover that actually he was from 2100 and he was a guy about to kill himself. Turns out that in 100 years the world ended up poor. Everyone was. And everything was scarce; like food, clean water, clothing. But of course it wasn't impossible to get things that were over rations an that, there was the 'Black market' and such. The summers were (will be/are...I dunno I'm talking about the future that might not happen, while sort of quoting what I was told about the book...Oh well, pardon my grammar then) around 40 degrees C. And everything was lost or corupt.... Isn't that already starting?
People these days (not everyone of course) are more worried about celebrity or fashion than they are about...Hang on.
I've just realised.
It has ALWAYS been like that.
For centuries.
Well, it was more dependant on social class and how weathly you were, but it's the same. People were always trying to be fashionable. Now when I say that, I do not mean wearing nice clothes, I mean trying to impress others and look good or better than others. Or, in June Austen's time, trying to find a good match.
So if anything, nothing has really changed. And, I doubt that it will, 'cause I'm a bit like that too, I'm not a hypocite, I just think too much, I do try to not be too gutenous (spelt wrong probably) and stuff, but I'm like millions of others my age whom are sucked in to commercialism etc.
So anyway... yeah...Nothing really left to write.
Monday, 23 July 2007
Another day, another blog
Well, I don't really have anything that is actually interesting to say today... but I 'm bored so I'll write some stuff about playing guitar, and my band; seeing as I'm in a musical mood.
My band is called Cavalen, (the first letter of all of our names) and we've only been a band for a few short months. I'm one of the many guitarists in the band, but I will only use the electric guitar.Not only are the school's acoustic guitars a bit iffy, but acoustic guitars in general are too big and bulky for me, and the electric guitar has more playable high notes.
Tasha (the self- taught bassist) has written a song for us, but there's isn't any music to it; so I have taken it on as my goal, to make a basic riff that goes with it. So then, we have something to work with and everyone could try to imput. Even though it's the summer holidays (which means more blogging by me) and we won't see each other, we still have the internet and technology on our side. Even if we don't have a growing number of people against us, we are still strong, and well it only gives us more motivation to be better.
But back to the song, it's called 'Same Game' but I wanna change it to 'We are not the same'...I personally think that it makes the song sound more ..sophisticated. But I'll have to ask first. I wanna change a couple verses too...I hope she'll be understanding about it...
I don't even know which guitar I am in the band, I think I'm rhythmic guitar, but logically I should be the 'lead guitar' doing all the more quick intricate stuff, seeing as I have the guitar with best manuvure-ablity... oh well. I really want to be fantasical at guitar, I've wanted to play since primary school, I practise everyday now, and I've been learning lots of Bloc Party songs. I even did this fret board on paper with all the notes on it. I'm so determined to be an excellent guitarist and put in all the hard work for it. Something that some people don't seem to understand, and just critise....
Woo, I only just discovered the colour font button!
I will never use it again...'cause even though, I'm good at art, I suck at colour co-ordination...
Yeah...so....
Thinking of what to write...
Erm... here's a link to the funniest shit on the BBC:
The Worst thing to hear over a tannoy (loudspeaker to non Bristish people...I think) system and Unlikly lines from Harry Potter:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=z9pijfVauJI
My band is called Cavalen, (the first letter of all of our names) and we've only been a band for a few short months. I'm one of the many guitarists in the band, but I will only use the electric guitar.Not only are the school's acoustic guitars a bit iffy, but acoustic guitars in general are too big and bulky for me, and the electric guitar has more playable high notes.
Tasha (the self- taught bassist) has written a song for us, but there's isn't any music to it; so I have taken it on as my goal, to make a basic riff that goes with it. So then, we have something to work with and everyone could try to imput. Even though it's the summer holidays (which means more blogging by me) and we won't see each other, we still have the internet and technology on our side. Even if we don't have a growing number of people against us, we are still strong, and well it only gives us more motivation to be better.
But back to the song, it's called 'Same Game' but I wanna change it to 'We are not the same'...I personally think that it makes the song sound more ..sophisticated. But I'll have to ask first. I wanna change a couple verses too...I hope she'll be understanding about it...
I don't even know which guitar I am in the band, I think I'm rhythmic guitar, but logically I should be the 'lead guitar' doing all the more quick intricate stuff, seeing as I have the guitar with best manuvure-ablity... oh well. I really want to be fantasical at guitar, I've wanted to play since primary school, I practise everyday now, and I've been learning lots of Bloc Party songs. I even did this fret board on paper with all the notes on it. I'm so determined to be an excellent guitarist and put in all the hard work for it. Something that some people don't seem to understand, and just critise....
Woo, I only just discovered the colour font button!
I will never use it again...'cause even though, I'm good at art, I suck at colour co-ordination...
Yeah...so....
Thinking of what to write...
Erm... here's a link to the funniest shit on the BBC:
The Worst thing to hear over a tannoy (loudspeaker to non Bristish people...I think) system and Unlikly lines from Harry Potter:
http://youtube.com/watch?v=z9pijfVauJI
Thursday, 19 July 2007
A bit of deep thoughts, while listening to 'So here we are'...
Has anyone looked up at the sky recently?
No- I mean properly. Have you looked up at the atmosphere, and losing yourself in it's unimaginable vastness and colour?
Well, If you haven't: do so. 'Cause sometimes we all need a 'kick up the arse' to realise how beautiful the world is. That is the natural world, not the estate blocks sticking out of the urban skyline like.....a....sticky out...thing. I ought to read a Theasarus really, well it's not like I won't have the time over the summer holidays.. 6 bloody weeks of constant bordom. Damn it.
Anyway, back to the sky... Some people I know, think that everything is a waste of time. I guess they don't apreachiate the Earth, which is a pitty, bcause then, there is no point of being here. Us humans just treat the world as if we own it... We don't know that for sure. And, even if we do, we shouldn't just forget that there are 7 billion other people in this world, some of which may actually want a bit of nature around you know. But then again, concrete is conforting. Well it is to us city people anyways. I don't know if I would cope in a world with modern convinences and the way central London is....
So anyways, this school year has whizzed by way too fast; Tomorrow is my last day of yr 9 and I shall enter the world of coursework, deadlines and attempting to get down to a size 14. I'm NOT looking forward to it.
Oh well. Life goes on right?
No- I mean properly. Have you looked up at the atmosphere, and losing yourself in it's unimaginable vastness and colour?
Well, If you haven't: do so. 'Cause sometimes we all need a 'kick up the arse' to realise how beautiful the world is. That is the natural world, not the estate blocks sticking out of the urban skyline like.....a....sticky out...thing. I ought to read a Theasarus really, well it's not like I won't have the time over the summer holidays.. 6 bloody weeks of constant bordom. Damn it.
Anyway, back to the sky... Some people I know, think that everything is a waste of time. I guess they don't apreachiate the Earth, which is a pitty, bcause then, there is no point of being here. Us humans just treat the world as if we own it... We don't know that for sure. And, even if we do, we shouldn't just forget that there are 7 billion other people in this world, some of which may actually want a bit of nature around you know. But then again, concrete is conforting. Well it is to us city people anyways. I don't know if I would cope in a world with modern convinences and the way central London is....
So anyways, this school year has whizzed by way too fast; Tomorrow is my last day of yr 9 and I shall enter the world of coursework, deadlines and attempting to get down to a size 14. I'm NOT looking forward to it.
Oh well. Life goes on right?
Saturday, 14 July 2007
BLOODY CINEMA!
I'M SO EFFING ANGRY RIGHT NOW THAT I COULD KNOCK SOMEONE UNCONSCIENCE WITH ONE EFFING PUNCH. I HAVE BEEN LOOKING FORWARD TO SEEING HARRY POTTER 5 FOR AAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGEEEEEEEEES. AND THER FIFTH BOOK IS MY FAVOURITE, SO OBIOUSLY I'M GONN ABE PISSED WHEN I GET TO SEE IT AT LAST, AND THE 'SERVER CRASHES'. SURE I GOT A REFUND, BUT WHAT ABOUT THE MOVIE?!!!!!! THE NEXT CINEMA IS IN EFFING STREATHAM, AND TO MAKE MATTERS WORSE, THEY DON'T EVEN KNOW IF I'LL WORK BY NEXT SATURDAY. EFFING VOMIT HEADS.... THIS WOULDN'T HAVE HAPPENED IF THEY HAD KEPT TO THE OLD FASHIONED REELS. EVERTHING IS DIGITAL THESE DAYS, SO EVERYTHING BREAKS DOWN. TWATS. BLOODY TWATS.....
yeah...I had to get rid of some anger.
yeah...I had to get rid of some anger.
Saturday, 7 July 2007
Live Earth was alright actually... well, it wasn't the best thing I've ever seen, but there was some pretty spectacular acts, like: the black eyed peas (who know how to get a party started!), Snow Patrol and of course; Bloc Party- who were the only ones to do the mexian wave, but unfortunatly their set was only 15 mins long:(
However, I think the concert didn't really do much to actually help the 'global warming' issue. The concert itself (even after some environmental efforts) probably left its own big arse carbon footprint; while trying to preach about how we all are supposed to count down our carbon emissions. Even after that I guess that the message of Live Earth is fab. 'Cause it's true- what Al Gore is trying to tell us all,
However, I think the concert didn't really do much to actually help the 'global warming' issue. The concert itself (even after some environmental efforts) probably left its own big arse carbon footprint; while trying to preach about how we all are supposed to count down our carbon emissions. Even after that I guess that the message of Live Earth is fab. 'Cause it's true- what Al Gore is trying to tell us all,
If we don't act now- we're doomed.
Well those aren't his exact words but it is true. At the rate we're going half of Britain will be underwater (for example)...which has already happened in the North, but that was due to flash flooding; that I guess could be traced back to global warming.
There has been alot of extreme weather these days, and it's only getting worse, what is it going ot take to get people to wake up and do something about our planet? Extreme weather like hurricanes (and similar things that have different names- why I don't know) have increased dramatically over the last decade, so has our usage of planes. Connected much? Does the world need a complete massacre as a result of a natural disaster for people to change their ways? Or will that be too late?
There are many ways of trying to help the situation; like not having your TV on stand by- but it's been said so many times, and if you don't know what to do: use the bloody interent!
But I think that everyone, and I mean everyone should plant, or have in their house a plant. Or have a tree... but obiously not in a house (see cartoons for more info on that). If everyone had some form of taking in CO2 giving out O2 we might have a bit more chance of balancing out the atmosphere a little. Well there are around 6-7 billion people in the world so, that would be a hell of a lot of greenery....
Yeah so well done Live Earth, it has actually made me write about going green.
Some sites and cartoons and such to get you to go green:
A tres cool cartoon about the carbon footprint and planting trees.
I dunno if this site works for non aol users but it's cool if you can see it:
One of those 'footprint calculators':
An article about the carbon footprint of a burger:
http://www.treehugger.com/files/2006/12/the_carbon_foot_1.php oh and Al Gore's film about global warming is called: The inconvenient truth (can't spell it)
It's an insightful film,I've seen like, half of it in Geography class, it's worth watching. Some of the statistics that are told are totally mind boggingly worrying to hear.
Wednesday, 4 July 2007
Sunday, 24 June 2007
A New Age, called 'New Rave'...('Wave'- to some non- NME reading people)
After reading a feature on Bloc Party in NME while getting my haircut, I have decided to write about more- interesting things than my day at school.
So..New Rave... in rock music it's a new type of 'indie' rock, more dancy, upbeat, phycodelic, rave stuff. Bands like this are: Klaxons,
It's all glow sticks and intense dancing!
Yeah, the neon colours are pretty alouring, and the fact that everyone that is in the 'new rave' scene manages to look good.
But, this does hit the dilema of, is new rave just another bloody label for sheep - sorry I mean people, to fall into?
I hope not, 'cause it's supposed to be just a load of sparkly stuff and fun, but some people or so gonna ruined that and be all, 'oh your so new rave!', that's what happened with emo. And well, you don't need to read Kerrang to find out what happened there.
Has anyone noticed how people are becoming to scared of being different by themselves? Sure, I'm talking about the 2 girls that always manage to piss me off, but they are trying to be 'normal' like, they have identical 'just do it' Nike bags... That's not cool, 'cause like before, they were, anti- chav-ish stuff, now it's like, let's fit in now that barely anyone likes us.
How shameful.
It's strange how people depend on others so much. It can actually be quite terriying... But that depends on how you think about it...
So..New Rave... in rock music it's a new type of 'indie' rock, more dancy, upbeat, phycodelic, rave stuff. Bands like this are: Klaxons,
It's all glow sticks and intense dancing!
Yeah, the neon colours are pretty alouring, and the fact that everyone that is in the 'new rave' scene manages to look good.
But, this does hit the dilema of, is new rave just another bloody label for sheep - sorry I mean people, to fall into?
I hope not, 'cause it's supposed to be just a load of sparkly stuff and fun, but some people or so gonna ruined that and be all, 'oh your so new rave!', that's what happened with emo. And well, you don't need to read Kerrang to find out what happened there.
Has anyone noticed how people are becoming to scared of being different by themselves? Sure, I'm talking about the 2 girls that always manage to piss me off, but they are trying to be 'normal' like, they have identical 'just do it' Nike bags... That's not cool, 'cause like before, they were, anti- chav-ish stuff, now it's like, let's fit in now that barely anyone likes us.
How shameful.
It's strange how people depend on others so much. It can actually be quite terriying... But that depends on how you think about it...
Sunday, 10 June 2007
DOWN WITH CARBON FOOTPRINTS!
http://www.albinoblacksheep.com/flash/ecobunnies
Watch that cartoon thingy above, it's kinda funny and highlights the CO2 issue.
Watch that cartoon thingy above, it's kinda funny and highlights the CO2 issue.
Saturday, 9 June 2007
*shrugs*
A Midsummer night's dream is sooo funny. When I studied it at school, I never really got it; it was just so stupid and well, Shakespeare's English is like a forgein language to me. But I'm watching it right now, and I actually quite like it. I feel very sorry for Hermia, but when I read it at school I hated her character. I guess Shakespeare was really the genius of his time. Well, the man actually used iambic pentameter- I waste of time if you ask me but yeah, only someone really intellegent would use it as well as he did...maybe he even invented it in the first place.
Anywho, the whole Cavalen thing is getting a bit negatory compared to the buzz of our first rehersal. Everything seems to be getting more I dunno... negative? I don't really know to describe it. It's like the forthcoming preformance of just one song seems to be looming over us in a bad way. I know everyone's a bit nervous but why can't everyone just forget about mucking up and just have a go and take what comes.
It's how I live my life- taking things that go wrong in my stride. 'Cause, well I've got to. My life is just a load of accidents, mistakes, embaressments and let downs, but I still am happy and hyper. I just wish that some of the other band members may take on my view on it a little, ya know.
Skins is a fanastic programe : http://www.channel4.com/entertainment/tv/microsites/S/skins/index.html
Anywho, the whole Cavalen thing is getting a bit negatory compared to the buzz of our first rehersal. Everything seems to be getting more I dunno... negative? I don't really know to describe it. It's like the forthcoming preformance of just one song seems to be looming over us in a bad way. I know everyone's a bit nervous but why can't everyone just forget about mucking up and just have a go and take what comes.
It's how I live my life- taking things that go wrong in my stride. 'Cause, well I've got to. My life is just a load of accidents, mistakes, embaressments and let downs, but I still am happy and hyper. I just wish that some of the other band members may take on my view on it a little, ya know.
Skins is a fanastic programe : http://www.channel4.com/entertainment/tv/microsites/S/skins/index.html
Friday, 8 June 2007
An apology to Miss Trecova (Like she'll read it!)
Yes. I'm apologizing, mentally about Ms Trecova, today *sniggers* she wore a dress- with cleveage! Fancy-arse shoes, pantyhose, make-up...etc.
And well. I laughed. Alot.
But well, when people in my class were asking her about wether or not she was married; how old she is, stuff like that- she laughed... Like a normal human being!!!!!!!! And well... she was being so nice, so human. I just can't hate her anymore, 'cause that's just a bit too mean for me.
Well, yeah... But I'm still pissed with that idoit for not knowing my name, being a rubbish teacher and giving us this stupid tedious coursework that has no purpose what so ever! We might not even be doing it next year!!!
Anyways, My day has been pretty shitty. So I'm gonna try not to think about it.
And well. I laughed. Alot.
But well, when people in my class were asking her about wether or not she was married; how old she is, stuff like that- she laughed... Like a normal human being!!!!!!!! And well... she was being so nice, so human. I just can't hate her anymore, 'cause that's just a bit too mean for me.
Well, yeah... But I'm still pissed with that idoit for not knowing my name, being a rubbish teacher and giving us this stupid tedious coursework that has no purpose what so ever! We might not even be doing it next year!!!
Anyways, My day has been pretty shitty. So I'm gonna try not to think about it.
Tuesday, 5 June 2007
The best day ever?...Hardly.
Today was good... actually borderling okay, well obiously it couldn't be that fantastic seeing as I'm still writing this thing. When Comfy saw it at school she was like: 'Wow. You must have been bored over the holidays!' Well, I was- but still! The holidays are over, yet I still find time to waste online. I need a hobby...I ought to be learning the vocabulary for my Latin GCSE, but no- I'm writing...
So, back to my day. I will not bore the person reading anymore than they must be already to read this in the first place; one of the biggest things to happen today was that Miss Trecova (yes, unlike you Tasha- whom I know will read this, I'm not afraid of saying her name on the interent) had some sort of bad hair day gone bad. Now, I know that sounds girly, but what was that multi-coloured fuzzy monster dwelling on her head?! There's 2 hidious chunks of some kind of pink and bits of blonde and brown... that hairdresser must have been taught by her previously- it's the only excuse to have a grudge against her that much! lol.
Math coursework, though incredibly easy, is tedious and way too stupid. When you've made the formula and proved it works, why then must you do pages and pages of useless rubbish after?! I hope my year really is the last to do it- 'cause (In the words of Sophie) 'It's not neccesary!'.
Oh, and one more thing (said in a chinese accent) , I have realised that around my school, I am known as either; 'The mixed race girl' or 'The girl with nice hair' Firstly, my hair is not that nice- it's hair. Yes it's technically a mutation of genes that isn't that common, but like I said...Hair. Just Hair.
Secondly, what's the big deal where on Earth my parents came from?! I'm human- isn't that enough? I've given up with the whole:
'Where do you come from?'
'Erm...Earth?' thing. (Though I would love to be from Galafrea, Doctor Who won't be the last timelord!!)
It just makes the random girls that do ask, to keep bugging me for an answer. I don't think I'm the only mixed race girl in the school, so I really don't get what the awesome-ness is about really.
Oh, on the news they were showing this thing about how this generation of children are missing out on the freedom and the experiences that their parents got to have as kids, because they aren't allowed out at all, or are always in supervision. Now- yes this is true. But I'm part of the 'nineties' generation and I was never ever allowed out. This; along with many others, is why I'm so introvert, and it's taken me till now to actually become somewhat extrovert. So...well if things keep going the way they are, young people can kiss goodbye to any sort of social life in the future...
Now, I'm gonna go now, do some forgotten about science homework and eat some more ice lollies.
So, back to my day. I will not bore the person reading anymore than they must be already to read this in the first place; one of the biggest things to happen today was that Miss Trecova (yes, unlike you Tasha- whom I know will read this, I'm not afraid of saying her name on the interent) had some sort of bad hair day gone bad. Now, I know that sounds girly, but what was that multi-coloured fuzzy monster dwelling on her head?! There's 2 hidious chunks of some kind of pink and bits of blonde and brown... that hairdresser must have been taught by her previously- it's the only excuse to have a grudge against her that much! lol.
Math coursework, though incredibly easy, is tedious and way too stupid. When you've made the formula and proved it works, why then must you do pages and pages of useless rubbish after?! I hope my year really is the last to do it- 'cause (In the words of Sophie) 'It's not neccesary!'.
Oh, and one more thing (said in a chinese accent) , I have realised that around my school, I am known as either; 'The mixed race girl' or 'The girl with nice hair' Firstly, my hair is not that nice- it's hair. Yes it's technically a mutation of genes that isn't that common, but like I said...Hair. Just Hair.
Secondly, what's the big deal where on Earth my parents came from?! I'm human- isn't that enough? I've given up with the whole:
'Where do you come from?'
'Erm...Earth?' thing. (Though I would love to be from Galafrea, Doctor Who won't be the last timelord!!)
It just makes the random girls that do ask, to keep bugging me for an answer. I don't think I'm the only mixed race girl in the school, so I really don't get what the awesome-ness is about really.
Oh, on the news they were showing this thing about how this generation of children are missing out on the freedom and the experiences that their parents got to have as kids, because they aren't allowed out at all, or are always in supervision. Now- yes this is true. But I'm part of the 'nineties' generation and I was never ever allowed out. This; along with many others, is why I'm so introvert, and it's taken me till now to actually become somewhat extrovert. So...well if things keep going the way they are, young people can kiss goodbye to any sort of social life in the future...
Now, I'm gonna go now, do some forgotten about science homework and eat some more ice lollies.
Saturday, 2 June 2007
Random talk at 10.40pm
It's the middle of the night- yes. But I'm really bored and so I've ended up writing my second blog of the day, well one was written on http://www.freewebs.com/cavalen my band's site. But I wrote mostly about music on there, so I've just write whatever is on my mind this orangey night. Yes, orangey- thanks to polution the clouds look slightly orange or purple at night. Not everynight..but it happens sometimes.
Which reminds me- I haven't seen the moon in a while...
Anyways, I got a root canal today at the dentist. I didn't really mind, considering the amount of times I've been to the dentist and had fillings and whatnot I'm surprised I've never gotten some form of loyalty card or discount. I liked the nurse that was there today; she was nice, unlike that witch that used to stare at me and my mum weird. It's the whole, like omG she's half what?! Like woah, let's stare..*gasp* do you think she can understand us when we give some people discounts because their polish and we don't do it for her?! I don't really care anyway, it's just that it annoys me after a while, you know.
Moving on, I'm listening to Black eyed peas- Pump it...on a loop. How sad, but it's so adictive!
Erm....I don't really know what else to write about...
Which reminds me- I haven't seen the moon in a while...
Anyways, I got a root canal today at the dentist. I didn't really mind, considering the amount of times I've been to the dentist and had fillings and whatnot I'm surprised I've never gotten some form of loyalty card or discount. I liked the nurse that was there today; she was nice, unlike that witch that used to stare at me and my mum weird. It's the whole, like omG she's half what?! Like woah, let's stare..*gasp* do you think she can understand us when we give some people discounts because their polish and we don't do it for her?! I don't really care anyway, it's just that it annoys me after a while, you know.
Moving on, I'm listening to Black eyed peas- Pump it...on a loop. How sad, but it's so adictive!
Erm....I don't really know what else to write about...
Thursday, 31 May 2007
A quest for something unique
After talking to Tasha over msn this morning I have realised how much people are sorted into groups of music and tastes and change their behaviour because of it. It's pretty pathetic really.
It's like, there are the 'emo/gothic/grunge' people that think that everything is so unfair, and that they just wanna crawl into some dark, dank hole and die. Now, I'm not labelling ALL of those people like that, there are loads of really cool people that fit in to that music clique, but that fact that there are alot that aren't cool and are pretty cowardly is pretty piteous.
Anywho, I'm gonna do some homework... yeah me, do homework...at home?!
Shocking isn't it?
It's like, there are the 'emo/gothic/grunge' people that think that everything is so unfair, and that they just wanna crawl into some dark, dank hole and die. Now, I'm not labelling ALL of those people like that, there are loads of really cool people that fit in to that music clique, but that fact that there are alot that aren't cool and are pretty cowardly is pretty piteous.
Anywho, I'm gonna do some homework... yeah me, do homework...at home?!
Shocking isn't it?
Wednesday, 30 May 2007
The average temperature on Earth is 23C.
Woo I actually know that! And Sophie said that knowing stuff like that wouldn't come in use! It made me look smart! So, in your face! Muhahahaha! *cough* yeah, I shall finish this properly later on... I'm just bored again.
Oh and can I add that the teacher is perverted!!! spermingr?!!!
Okay, It's Friday so as you (the person bored/mad enough to read this) can see, I didn't bother to finish it a couple of days ago. So now I shall:
Now the 'Gifted and talented' course I was sent on wasn't that great...actually it sucked- BIG TIME. The only good thing about it was that I got to look really intelligent comapared to the yr7s that were there. But, the teacher (John) was kinda perveted. This is because he thought it was okay to make snide little sex related comments/jokes about things.
E.g. Instead of using 'MRS NERG' for listing the 7 things that all living things must do, he uses 'spermingr' wtf? And, when we talked about cromosomething, (when a person is frozen to be de-frosted later on) this boy asked, 'what about family?' and well, his answer was about how the person couldn't have children at the time even though his dick would be hard. ... Now I was trying my hardest not to burst out laughing, but that boy was so embarrased. *shakes head* ...Perverted old man, shame on you! He's like Bill Odie.
Anyways, that all happened in the theory lesson in the morning, and in the afternoon we had to make aliens out of crap. Now that's what really made the day so rubbish. I'm not a fan of making little creatures out of salad pots and string. And then; I have been lumbered with the job of writing an article about it for the 'Gifted times' I kinda wish now that it was just a one-off journalism course, 'cause I've had to do all the notes and such for 3 articles now (including this one). If this stupid 'Gifted times' thing as taught me anything it is that I really, really perfer math and science to English.
Yeah, that's all that happened, apart from walking through Camberwell in the rain which was kind of okay, but then I forgot my mascara wasn't waterproof and that, was after I had already rubbed my eyes; so this man thought I had been crying and took pity on me.
Oh and can I add that the teacher is perverted!!! spermingr?!!!
Okay, It's Friday so as you (the person bored/mad enough to read this) can see, I didn't bother to finish it a couple of days ago. So now I shall:
Now the 'Gifted and talented' course I was sent on wasn't that great...actually it sucked- BIG TIME. The only good thing about it was that I got to look really intelligent comapared to the yr7s that were there. But, the teacher (John) was kinda perveted. This is because he thought it was okay to make snide little sex related comments/jokes about things.
E.g. Instead of using 'MRS NERG' for listing the 7 things that all living things must do, he uses 'spermingr' wtf? And, when we talked about cromosomething, (when a person is frozen to be de-frosted later on) this boy asked, 'what about family?' and well, his answer was about how the person couldn't have children at the time even though his dick would be hard. ... Now I was trying my hardest not to burst out laughing, but that boy was so embarrased. *shakes head* ...Perverted old man, shame on you! He's like Bill Odie.
Anyways, that all happened in the theory lesson in the morning, and in the afternoon we had to make aliens out of crap. Now that's what really made the day so rubbish. I'm not a fan of making little creatures out of salad pots and string. And then; I have been lumbered with the job of writing an article about it for the 'Gifted times' I kinda wish now that it was just a one-off journalism course, 'cause I've had to do all the notes and such for 3 articles now (including this one). If this stupid 'Gifted times' thing as taught me anything it is that I really, really perfer math and science to English.
Yeah, that's all that happened, apart from walking through Camberwell in the rain which was kind of okay, but then I forgot my mascara wasn't waterproof and that, was after I had already rubbed my eyes; so this man thought I had been crying and took pity on me.
Tuesday, 29 May 2007
Springwatch eh? any excuse for Mr Bill Odie...*shakes head in disapointment*
Anyone see Springwatch last night?
The shame of it, Bill Odie is such a pervert... about...mice.
Disgusting- I know, but he thought it would be cool to narrate a short film on mice and...well, how their numbers increase. And before you even go there, there was NO mice porn on the screen! No, but he was talking as if he was the mice involved; which was funny, but any even slightly sick minded person could read into his commentry finding smut. Ew.
But then, he is also a perv about his daughter's friends, and if you watch 8 out of 10 cats; you'll know what I'm talking about.
Now, coming off the topic of the deviant Bill Odie, why is it that people go on holiday or visting familiy at half term? What's the point when it's only for a few days, and... the rest of us are here without a variety of people to talk to? Okay- I know that was selfish of me, but seriously; what's the point, my uncle came to my house for just 2 days. 2days?! Is it really worth about 26 hours on a coach for just 2 days?!
Anyways, one last thing to go on about: Why have a special edition CD, when the so called 'hidden track' is about 15 mins into the last track, which has ended some time ago, and now there is just silence. Only after that life time of waiting to hear aload of werid, freaking sounding SFX sounds?
Yet another rant... sorry.
The shame of it, Bill Odie is such a pervert... about...mice.
Disgusting- I know, but he thought it would be cool to narrate a short film on mice and...well, how their numbers increase. And before you even go there, there was NO mice porn on the screen! No, but he was talking as if he was the mice involved; which was funny, but any even slightly sick minded person could read into his commentry finding smut. Ew.
But then, he is also a perv about his daughter's friends, and if you watch 8 out of 10 cats; you'll know what I'm talking about.
Now, coming off the topic of the deviant Bill Odie, why is it that people go on holiday or visting familiy at half term? What's the point when it's only for a few days, and... the rest of us are here without a variety of people to talk to? Okay- I know that was selfish of me, but seriously; what's the point, my uncle came to my house for just 2 days. 2days?! Is it really worth about 26 hours on a coach for just 2 days?!
Anyways, one last thing to go on about: Why have a special edition CD, when the so called 'hidden track' is about 15 mins into the last track, which has ended some time ago, and now there is just silence. Only after that life time of waiting to hear aload of werid, freaking sounding SFX sounds?
Yet another rant... sorry.
Monday, 28 May 2007
High School Musical...WTF?!
How can my friends like this rubbish?! Sure, it's catchy but other than that it's just a lot of chessyness... Like who the hell has a large balcony in their huge room, as a teenager?! And how come only 1 person in the whole thing is overweight?! Discrimination! Also, what's with the squeaky voices? Has none of the guys' voices broken? And none of the girls have and force with their voice it's just such a girly high-pitched 'Like Oh My God!!' Ewww.
AND...What on Earth is up with the lst scene after the creidts? 'These cookies are the best I've ever tasted!'..has she not been to Sainsbury's? And, what is 'creme beule'? Can the cooking dude be obsessed with apple pie instead?
I know this is a rant, but I dislike that hour and a half of wasted time so much that I just had to write this web log about it.
I may have spent a couple of hours worth of danicng along/ singing along to the HSM songs at the geography trip, but that was because I was bored and Amelda kept singing it like a pro. It was hard not to join in!
Even though I have found even more flaws in the High School Musical film, I'm just going to stop.
AND...What on Earth is up with the lst scene after the creidts? 'These cookies are the best I've ever tasted!'..has she not been to Sainsbury's? And, what is 'creme beule'? Can the cooking dude be obsessed with apple pie instead?
I know this is a rant, but I dislike that hour and a half of wasted time so much that I just had to write this web log about it.
I may have spent a couple of hours worth of danicng along/ singing along to the HSM songs at the geography trip, but that was because I was bored and Amelda kept singing it like a pro. It was hard not to join in!
Even though I have found even more flaws in the High School Musical film, I'm just going to stop.
Saturday, 26 May 2007
Half term blues.
I hate half term.
Really, I do.
It kinda makes me sound even more sad, that I would rather be at the grade factory aka my school than, here; at home, in front of my computer (yet again) for hours on end, reading fan fiction, going on msn and writing this pathetic web log.
Woot. My pessimistic attitude has come back once again...
Even worse, it's only 2 in the afternoon...on Saturday! I only broke up yesterday and already I'm bored out of my mind! What is the point in God creating evolution and human beings if we spend half of our livespans being BORED.
There was a moment today though, when I felt like, I dunno, I was slipping in and out unconsciousness... I wasn't really- but that's how I felt... and it felt good. Strangely. I had my eyes closed and the air from the window was all nice and cool and stuff, the only thing that ruined the moment of pure tranquility was some idiot in a sports car outside.
Really, I do.
It kinda makes me sound even more sad, that I would rather be at the grade factory aka my school than, here; at home, in front of my computer (yet again) for hours on end, reading fan fiction, going on msn and writing this pathetic web log.
Woot. My pessimistic attitude has come back once again...
Even worse, it's only 2 in the afternoon...on Saturday! I only broke up yesterday and already I'm bored out of my mind! What is the point in God creating evolution and human beings if we spend half of our livespans being BORED.
There was a moment today though, when I felt like, I dunno, I was slipping in and out unconsciousness... I wasn't really- but that's how I felt... and it felt good. Strangely. I had my eyes closed and the air from the window was all nice and cool and stuff, the only thing that ruined the moment of pure tranquility was some idiot in a sports car outside.
Friday, 25 May 2007
First- infront of someone else- band practise, and a long goodbye
Well, I made a fool of myself yet again- playing the wrong guitar notes. I was the one that taught Comfy that riff in the first place! But when I was corrected Cavalen's music sounded great; well it was written by the Klaxons! Me and Tasha are the only two people in the band that are totally hyped about our first ever gig on June 26th... I think. If it goes well, we could do the school BBQ aswell.. but there might not be enough space for it, now that I've actually thought it through.
'The long goodbye' mentioned in the title was to do with the fact that I said 'bye' to my friends about 20-30 times today! It's only half term for goodness sake's! I don't even know why we were outside the school gates for a good five or-so minutes saying goodbyes, even this girl in yr 8 was standing near us going, 'What the fuck?'. Well, she didn't actually say that but you get the picture. Then after Emma had bought me a lolly and her, Lianne, Adela and Amelda got off the bus at their stop, I must have said bye about another 10 times! How very strange...
I had 'corn row' (I don't even know if that's it's real name) in my hair today, Catherine did 4 of them and Hannah did one -that was taken out again. I kept it in as a symbol of our friendship (even though I'm not a huge fan of those lil' plaits) and ended up getting a few compliments about my appearance... Some from people that don't usually talk to me at all! In the past week from the geography trip; it has been been like... I look different, I feel different and well, people have been treating me different too- but in a good way!
It's like suddenly I'm a socialble person, knowing so many people! Even people that used to snigger at me, but of coruse, there are still those (not in my form) that dislike me for being different, but whatever. It's like where ever I am at school there's always someone, to say hello to.
And bebo has contributed greatly also.
Grrr! I got sent one of those 'if you don't send this to * number of people or else you get killed in your sleep!'. I hate those things so much, I swear the person that started that particular chain ought to be hung, or injured in some way. Now I'm freaked out, but I 'm not gonna past it on and burden my friends with that crap. I know people probably start it out of bordom or something but they should get some sort of hobby or something!
Anyways, I'm gonna end this before I get killed by the girl with no eyes and nose. I'm so thankful I've already done what I've wanted to do the most before I die.
-Vicky
'The long goodbye' mentioned in the title was to do with the fact that I said 'bye' to my friends about 20-30 times today! It's only half term for goodness sake's! I don't even know why we were outside the school gates for a good five or-so minutes saying goodbyes, even this girl in yr 8 was standing near us going, 'What the fuck?'. Well, she didn't actually say that but you get the picture. Then after Emma had bought me a lolly and her, Lianne, Adela and Amelda got off the bus at their stop, I must have said bye about another 10 times! How very strange...
I had 'corn row' (I don't even know if that's it's real name) in my hair today, Catherine did 4 of them and Hannah did one -that was taken out again. I kept it in as a symbol of our friendship (even though I'm not a huge fan of those lil' plaits) and ended up getting a few compliments about my appearance... Some from people that don't usually talk to me at all! In the past week from the geography trip; it has been been like... I look different, I feel different and well, people have been treating me different too- but in a good way!
It's like suddenly I'm a socialble person, knowing so many people! Even people that used to snigger at me, but of coruse, there are still those (not in my form) that dislike me for being different, but whatever. It's like where ever I am at school there's always someone, to say hello to.
And bebo has contributed greatly also.
Grrr! I got sent one of those 'if you don't send this to * number of people or else you get killed in your sleep!'. I hate those things so much, I swear the person that started that particular chain ought to be hung, or injured in some way. Now I'm freaked out, but I 'm not gonna past it on and burden my friends with that crap. I know people probably start it out of bordom or something but they should get some sort of hobby or something!
Anyways, I'm gonna end this before I get killed by the girl with no eyes and nose. I'm so thankful I've already done what I've wanted to do the most before I die.
-Vicky
Thursday, 24 May 2007
The victory Frappichino!
Wow... My first entry, I'm so modern now!
Anyways, I had a new flavour of Frappichino from Starbucks today: Banana and Java. It was so nice, but the idoit at Picadilly Circus put whipped cream on it - how typical. But that Frappichino had the taste of victory, because I had earned it! Sophie (my best friend) had bought it for me, seeing as I have over comed a lot of social fears. E.g. Talking to people I don't know; and talking in front of a large group of people.
Also, she bought it because I was willing to take her to the Picadilly HMV seeing as she knows none of London! I only know so much of London, because I can usually remember things the first time I see them- unless I zone out.
Things are so much more rewarding when you've earnt them, I've realized. Yeah, nothing else remotely worth writing about has happened today; and that will probably happen alot of the time. My life is sooo 'mediocore' (yet another word I can't spell) sometimes.
Anyways, I had a new flavour of Frappichino from Starbucks today: Banana and Java. It was so nice, but the idoit at Picadilly Circus put whipped cream on it - how typical. But that Frappichino had the taste of victory, because I had earned it! Sophie (my best friend) had bought it for me, seeing as I have over comed a lot of social fears. E.g. Talking to people I don't know; and talking in front of a large group of people.
Also, she bought it because I was willing to take her to the Picadilly HMV seeing as she knows none of London! I only know so much of London, because I can usually remember things the first time I see them- unless I zone out.
Things are so much more rewarding when you've earnt them, I've realized. Yeah, nothing else remotely worth writing about has happened today; and that will probably happen alot of the time. My life is sooo 'mediocore' (yet another word I can't spell) sometimes.
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